up.

Today I'm UP.

Not high or anything, well I'm naturally high. It's odd how you can be down one minute and suddenly, you aren't. I'm happy and sometimes I feel like maybe I shouldn't be... but I deserve it. I've recently been through a very long break up (no surprise here), but I'm ok. I suddenly see things clearly. It wasn't as bad as most expect, but it's made me appreciate what I do have and what I have to offer. Not as a "girlfriend" but as a person. I'm not mad, I'm not bitter... I'm just UP :)

I've noticed that my post are rather melancholy on this particular blog, and I also realize that people actually read it. I'm the type a person who writes when I'm sad, so it seems to appear that I'm always depressed. LOL, that's not the case. I also realize that misery loves company and I'm not gonna give anyone a reason to take joy in my sadness. My mom tells me all the time that I tell her when I'm sad, but not when I'm happy. That typically means, I'm happy as hell when I'm not sad.


I'm UP!
and I really don't ever plan on coming down...